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It starts with one
One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down ‘till the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
You didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, to didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when
I’ve tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I’ve tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised, it
Got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you wouldn’t knew me, back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when
I’ve tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should’ve known
I’ve tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
In The End
Essa será meu ultimo post oficial, aqui no Tumblr, tive a oportunidade de conhecer pessoas maravilhosas, e talvez o amor das minhas vidas (sim, acredito em vidas passadas), mas bom, não sei como vai ser. So queria dizer que nesses 7 anos de Tumblr, eu mudei muitos conceitos formados sobre mim, eu mudei, e pra melhor. Não so pelo Tumblr, mas pela pessoa que conheci, que não desistiu de mim. Ela se esforçou e me ajudou a superar a pior fase da minha vida. Sempre a disse que o que eu tinha não existia cura, poderiam se passar anos e poderia sim voltar a acontecer … So queria dizer que, eu vou ser forte, vou levantar, e limpar as sujeiras da minha roupa, limpar meus machucados e ir em frente. Posso voltar aqui e postar alguma coisa, mas vai ser porque estarei desesperada pra que você veja. Adeus, eu não acredito, mas que deus proteja você.
E olha pra mim, nem sabia que existia tanta agua no meu corpo, e ainda mais que ela cairia dos meus olhos.
